_Waterfront_

_YES! nakalibre ko sa POrt restaurant.. it was then 10pm we ate dinner with riva_ it was so enjoying and we had our stay at the hotel.. and we also watch Myx.. lingaw jud siya.. hahaha... nice jud! it was last november 25, 2009... i was so cool!

_audition, Battle game...i and riva went to the Sm to buy some materials for our major, in the eatery in sm in the entertainment live, i bought a 20 peso cad for the battle game.. trying to enjoy myself with the Dota maniac.... thee are lots of teenagers who tried to play the new dota game... while waiting for my turn,,, i just go back to the expressions and then again went back to the SM entertainment live.... hahaha.. wala ko kabaloh kinsa tong nag-sunglass si brenan di ay toh?... nagsayaw2x.. i'm thinkiing???? huh?! so i caught my phone and tried to got a picture the dota maniac became to have a panic.. naa daw artistah? kinsa?!???.. si rihanne ramos.. huh?! then 4 sila... then savah kaayo koh... HHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.... nah-starstruck kohkay naajud sila sa ako atubangan...................... hahahah............... nice untah kong gwapoh si brenan......... pero ok ra man.................. hehehe

_MY SURPRISE BIRTHDAY_

_last november 11, 2009... i was buying things for the serenata presentation in the conference hall- it took me night to look for it( black polo sirt and black slacks_) _... before that, i went to my cousin to give her the Mp3 wire... coz she wanted to upload her photos in the mp3... it was a tiring day for me.. i got busy also for my deadline T-shirt for the Artwork... but at least it was fun for me... at 11pm i work on my artwork T-shirt and read the Candy november issue that i bought for myb-day... it was fun to see the new moon cast on the candy mag-... after all doing those things_ i have my chit chat with my co-boarders... they are so fun_ i thought they doesn't know my birthday i just shut my mouth... and continued to finish my artwork design shirt... i was so tired and saw myself that i am alone in the room.. they've disappeared... and then i heared them laughing and i look at the door and saw a cake with them and they sang a happy birthday song_ it was my first surprise birthday... it was fun... they've greeted me... thanks to them and on morning my mom called and text and greeted me... but it was too hurt for me to know that my friends in lighthouse have not greeted me... but it's ok... even my sister does not know _ but at least i have move on with that... "never expect on something"... marle... in my birthday wish_ i doesn't wish case i hate wishes_ and they doesn't come true...!

a journal in my life...

_ha hay_that's what a life is... i really need to be mature enough to know myself and this world...

_like I'm so innocent_? ano bah?! ang drama ko naman...

---- it's seam break na--- and i haven't gone home... i miss my home...

_this time h'm alone in the boarding house... hust reading novels to enjoy myself or partly doing internet surfs...

_you know what... i haven't been crying this time and i think i could handle my emotions despite of my longing with my father and remembering the heartaches my mother got in this kind of deadly disease which is Breast cancer_ it started when my sister got this kind of big big problem of her tantrums and not being understood of...

_when i was in highschool, i was in the top most section but the problem is my sister turn myself into a dark path of being me... that's why i'm being aloff and got emo... the family problem become worst at my at most.. that i don't know which path i take... i have tried to got suicide but someone told me to stop that thing... like it was someone who called me not to do...from this struggles in life i learn that everything has a purpose_ either you must go on or not_ it depends upon youself- that's why i qouted this favorite qoute_ "their is no rainbow if their is no rain"- from this strugles, i learned how to have faith and being strong at my deepest.
-i had my true friends which will never leave me in times of troubles. thanks to them they are here to advice me...


_i haven't wrote a letter to my dad_ he sends something but that's not enough_ i sometimes thought if he has another family.. i was not hoping to mend this family coz i know it is really complicated and i am not hoping so...

_i hate wishes_ !

a life is like a flower

FLOWER
Being creative is what fine arts students must have. This flower shows full of colors which represents of being creative and be who I want to be. This is a colorful flower which is a reflection of my life which is colorful as well. That the raindrops may represent disgrace, sorrow, wrath and etc. but the light colors which, I think, represents hope on to my journey while it goes on. The flower also represents beauty from the inside and out of a person. This flower also represents to the one you loved. Some used to pick the petals of the flower and say if he or she loves me or loves me not. There are lot of meaning of this flower. Through the flower you can show that you love the person. you can also show that he or she is important. You can give it to you mother or anybody else.

the flood and the rainbow

in life , we had this kind of disaster that put us into our lowly waters, but after this sorrow and pain we've been into the hope and faith will help us raise up just like the colors rainbow... that symbolizes hope, faith and God (noah's arc).

_qoutes_

MY DAY

yesterday is another day...
today is another day....
tomorrow is another day....

....so everyday is another day.......